Perhaps.
Focus. You’ve got to refresh and forget the frenetic fancies that prove folly when feeling the fantastic formation of familiarity with that ferociously fabulous female. Silence the psychological slips...
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Yesterday was pretty shitty in a number of ways and it brought out the shitty in me, which was simultaneously no bueno but probably also a good reminder that checking oneself is always solid, lest one...
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There’s something growing inside of me this week. I’m not sure what it is, but I feel, simultaneously, a great sense of urgency and a kind of peace. It’s unusual, to say the least. I’m, at once,...
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“Fuck a bunch of this.” It’s one in the afternoon and he rises from bed – not because he has to or wants to, but mostly because he’s tired of wrestling with the alarm clock. The five-more-minutes...
View ArticlePerhaps.
Focus. You’ve got to refresh and forget the frenetic fancies that prove folly when feeling the fantastic formation of familiarity with that ferociously fabulous female. Silence the psychological slips...
View ArticleYou Don’t Have to be Down to Get Up
It’s good, sometimes, to recount the lies we once believed. Healthy, even. There’s nothing romantic about despair. We flip channels and see unrequited lovers weep in their beds or sulk while taking a...
View ArticlePracticing Perfect
A big part of my philosophy is self-improvement. Maybe it stems from my early interest in buddhism or from reading books with an underlying current of anarchism during high school. I guess the obvious...
View ArticleFinding Center
Yesterday was pretty shitty in a number of ways and it brought out the shitty in me, which was simultaneously no bueno but probably also a good reminder that checking oneself is always solid, lest one...
View ArticleThe End of an Error
So, I’ve made attempts at quitting smoking in the past. The most successful run was in Mexico for about fifty days. The other day my girlfriend and I decided to quit smoking. She did so quite...
View ArticleUp, Up and Away!
Sometimes it takes a little shake-up to get you moving again. So when I panicked and hit the ER last week – that was the shake-up. I was shaken for a few days afterward, too. I didn’t think that I was...
View ArticleA Great Awakening?
There’s something growing inside of me this week. I’m not sure what it is, but I feel, simultaneously, a great sense of urgency and a kind of peace. It’s unusual, to say the least. I’m, at once,...
View ArticleThis Is Not An Exit
“Fuck a bunch of this.” It’s one in the afternoon and he rises from bed – not because he has to or wants to, but mostly because he’s tired of wrestling with the alarm clock. The five-more-minutes...
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